I just had the best prom ever!
Didn't even go. Mom is dead. Spent prom night in the hospital watching her die. I really don't know what to do now. . . I better get a scholarship, cause there's no way that I can pay for college on my income alone. Damnit. Why couldn't I have a dad? Hmm. . . Two incomes would be nice. This sucks. I want to go destroy something. . . Resisting the urge to go get wasted(that's illegal). I need something to get my mind off of things but I'm too depressed to really do anything other than mope. Damn. I wish I had some warning. She's been sick for a while, but she got worse too damned suddenly. Blah. Regretting things I can do nothing about. . . I suxor. Whatever. Sleep. Later.